I don't know if I am going to make it. The attitude the talking back is only going to get worse. Sometimes I love the fiestiness and the exploratory nature but sometimes I really wish we could have five minutes of quiet, but I know that's never going to happen which is good. Took the kids to the zoo yesterday and it was fantastic the kids were actually interested in the animals and flowers. We went on the bus tour and they were very well behaved. We also took a trip on the skyfarri and when Auntie Kiki said it was high Lily said "Oh Shit" its so hard not to laugh because its so cute and funny but I know she shouldn't say that.
It was my first time alone with my sister in law and the kiddos it was really nice. Sometimes I feel really guilty that I can't have as good of a relationship with my sister. But there are a lot of other extenuating circumstances that complicate that relationship. Hopefully when she gets back from "vacation" (lol) things will be different and she will work on being a better person and daughter. And I will work on believing that she does want to make changes even though I find it hard to believe.
I went to temple/church with Beverly and her husband Vince, it was a lovely place very full of caring and openness. I did come to a realization while I was there is that I am not Jewish, I enjoyed the service though, I thought the Hebrew and the singing was beautiful and so much fun. In the end it doesn't matter what church you go to as long as it makes you feel good to go there.
So today Lily and Liam are trying to tell me we are leaving but I keep telling them tomorrow we are going out with Uncle Jim from Alaska but they don't care they want something right now! So we will spend all day telling them they don't need their shoes and them chasing us around with them. Next Tuesday I am taking the kids to their first gymnastic class ever I am so excited!! Chelsie is going to bring her daughter too its going to be so great!
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